Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Plywood Walls


There is a brothel
hanging

on my ceiling

what is it about the
unfamiliar

that keeps me so
comforted

at 12am on the top
bed

of a bunk I used to
share

with a kid from
Sarasota

who liked to strum
to Dylan

on the beach

who picked flowers
for a girl

he loved since the
7th grade

who bled out like a
broken levee

in the back of a half
blown up

humvee

as shrapnel pierced his
19yr old neck

while I clinched tightly his
19yr old hand

and told him everything was
fine

as I watched life drain
slowly

out of his 19yr old
eyes

and I don’t even know
the name

of the guy who killed
him

and I probably won’t
know

the name of the guy who
will kill me

and I definitely don’t know
the names

of any of these women

staring down from the
ceiling

but they are here
tonight

I’m somehow how still here
too

and for the moment everything
really is

just fine

 

Update On Prjoect and Other Things...

Chapbook, well it's coming along. I'm a bit stumped on cover art as of the moment. I really want to use a picture that is of somebody I know, because I have so many military picture....however I can't seem to find one that works all that great. So I might be venturing into the online world of stock photography shortly. Other than that though I think I'm on schedule to get things quite finalized on Lulu by this weekend. Which let's face it, is kind of exciting.

As for submissions, I just submitted my poem "Snapped" to Diagram...which I think is a bit out of my league, but you know it never hurts to try right? And I submitted "Snapped", "Behind the Wire", "You're Not Here" and "Camouflaged" to Madcap Review...it seemed like a nice place to submit, and I was sort of drawn to the name Madcap. I will bring proof of said submission to class to night though.

So that's it, I'm probably going to upload the poetry prompts in a bit, but other than that I guess it's time to knock out the anthology and the chapbook.

I came down with a cold/sore throat yesterday, and am currently running off of a mix of caffeine and cold/sinus medicine...but getting sick before finals week is just a thing to be expected. I always tell myself that Michael Jordan played one of his best games with the flu....it just keeps me positive.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Ashberry Imitation Assignment

The City in July

No, tomorrow is not just a
thing we should expect to
come along and follow our
every today like a shadow.
Or that even this moment is
as concreted as New York.

Where you, o darling, stroll
through the ins and outs of my
mind like the back alley veins
of this city, leaving an impression
on my every thought like the dog
days of summer teaching me to bark.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Camouflaged

Exercise #3


But let me ask you just one last time. Does this match? Do we
match? Let’s blend in to keep ourselves hidden, protected,
conformed with one another. I know what you are going to
say now. Did I wear this dress for you? The answer is no. Or
maybe it isn’t. Do I look like her? I could be exotic too. I can
say words like cantina. And I know a place downtown that
makes really good carnitas. I don’t smell anything like Colom-
bia though. And you can’t fall heavy in my midnight eyes. Mine
are hazel. My mind is hazel. Muted now for the most part. I feel
camouflaged. Falling apart into everything. Unnoticed. Can you
see me? I lied. I did wear this for you. Who else would I wear it
for? Him? He was just complimenting my legs. Really. It was just
the one time. Can you forgive me? Can we forgive each other?
The universe divides us with invisible lines. Lines crossed. Lines
wrapping around you with gravitational pull. You have a choice.
Here is the equator. Are you coming home? Do you even remember
how to get here from there? I can give you the coordinates. What did
you find in the jungle? Men growing money? Or yourself? It wasn’t
me. I’m here. Disguised as a memory. Your memory. And you can’t
find me. You’ve lost me somewhere in the landscape of your mind.
Are you a sniper rifle? Will you heat seek missile me? Do you care?
I’m over there. Between dream sequence and the part of your brain
that registers pain. This system is making me nervous. Let’s get
out of here. Lose our heads all together. Trade them with strangers.
Go on with our lives unrecognized. Here put this hat on. Doesn’t
that look better?